Mental Health: Part Four 10.24.17

Today everything needs to be bolder, to make myself feel somewhat complete. I feel kind of sick, I feel some stuff coming up in my throat, when I take a drink it goes back down. I just don't want to be here right now. Today has been more of a day since I woke up, Bradon tested me this morning just to say good morning. I should feel happiness from it. But due to the unfortunate events that happened less then four weeks ago. I need to let it go. I saw a picture on my Instagram the other day. Miranda posted a picture of Lucas and it made me upset. But fortunately for me Bradon was working and he made me feel better. But as of now, I need to sleep.