Sunday, October 15, 2017

An imagined argument

"Tell me something!"
"What?! What do you want from me?"
"Answers! Why have you been ignoring me?"
He looks down at the floor bottling all his emotions into something, something that could potentially crush her in every way possible.
She persists. "Tell me!"
Something in him snaps and he lets go of all of his self-control.
"You want to know why I've been ignoring you?"
She nods in annoyance.
"Because I don't love you."
Her face faintly turns red and she could feel everything inside her break. Remembering all the things he said to her. All the pretty words and compliments he would give her were just lies.
"This whole time I didn't want to be with you! I've been talking to my ex this whole time and yes I lied to you about it."
In this moment she felt her face become warm and she couldn't believe she had been hearing.
"I didn't want to tell you shit because I don't love you! I never did! You were just another person to the list."
She felt rage build inside of her and the only thing she could bring herself to do was swing her right hand to his right cheek, hard. Leaving a mark not only on his face but on his ego.
She gets closer to him, talking slowly in such a tone that could only be described as controlled anger.
"You listen to me and listen good. Because I'm only saying this once."
Her face was warm but beaming with extreme aggravation. Her words came out with a serious tone.
"I am NOT a toy that you can pick up and throw down whenever you want. And if you think you can come back when you feel that I am vulnerable enough to come crawling. Think again, because I am stronger than you may think. Unfortunately, I can't say the same to the next girl because you like them vulnerable."
He shifts while backing away and she gains more of her control.
"I was there for you when you needed someone, dealing with your so-called "anxiety". What an act."
She spits at the air.
 "I think the one who needs help here is you, popping pills and getting off on the stupidest shit! You need dignity and a different view on life. Because you won't get nowhere on how you're going. And trust me I'm sure in the hell not going to be here for you when you fall. You betrayed me and there is no coming back from that."
She took a breath and all he could do in this moment is stand there silently with mixed emotions.
She stepped back to begin to walk away. "Don't ever contact me again."
She walks away silently while he watches her go.

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