It seems to me that everything is going in circles, but at the same time, it's going great. I feel so self-centered for no reason. I don't apply attention to me. I don't like it at all. But today, today was amazing and I didn't want it to end. But at the same time, I wanted everything to stop. I don't know why I just don't have the will anymore. I feel like I want to lay in bed all the time, but I also want to go, go, go. Get things done in a certain way, every single day. I don't ever have any fun and right now I feel like I am having way to much fun. Do you agree? Should I stop? What is happening? There is nothing really serious going on right now. Well, of course, we have a boy I really like right now. We actually went on a date today. I really enjoyed hanging out with him, he seems like a fit. You know why I don't feel anything besides high feelings. The massive pain I just dealt with before B asked me. I would like to start a relationship with him. I want to go slow. Hopefully, he feels the same. For some reason now, I don't feel much of anything. I want my happiness back, please. B makes me really happy, bring him around me. Give me a sign that this is the route to my happiness. Because God, honestly, I don't have much strength. I need sleep and a lot of it, please refresh me and give me the signs that will educate me.
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