This morning everything seems gloomy. I was looking forward to going controller hunting with T after school this afternoon. But recently he's been treating like shit for no reason. I just want to hang out with him. Maybe he thinks I'm into him or something. Am I?
No, I don't want to be involved with anyone, if I do I'll want to go slow. Like with Bradon I can be myself and not worry about his judgement. Speaking of, he asked me to lunch after church on Sunday, a date. This came to me as shock when he texted me, I was confused at first if he liked me and of course, being me, I asked him if he did. He said "Yes, I do. That's why I asked you to lunch."
He is open and willing to go to church with me, which is a good step.
Back to the main subject, T and I have been friends for four years and trust me it has been a bipolar. I don't understand why he hangs out with the people he does. They are bad influences, me saying that is very rare. But I have been around his friends and they're rubbing off. It's disturbing. I think him and I are still close. I don't know anymore.
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