10.15.17

One thing is for sure if I don't stop beating myself up over a guy I barely knew hurting me badly. I would never get out of this rut I'm in. It was time for some changes for the better. Especially working on my happiness and what I want to do. Sitting in silence, for the most part, is not going to help anything. I need to figure out what's wrong and fix it for myself. I know I have a lot of baggage when it comes to relationships. But at least I'm not a horrible person who leads on the person they were interested in and leaves them hanging without being honest about the situation. Still, I'm going to try my best to be positive and make some important decisions in my life. I can't have a reoccurring incident slow me down from achieving what I want in life.