Perception

For some people, they get up in the morning and are ready for the day.
Me I open my eyes for a couple seconds savoring the minute before everything of the day piles on my brain. Causing stress that is completely unnecessary and unneeded.

For some people, they don't think about the accurate, detailed, next thing they're doing.
Me I looked every single detail down to the threading of my pants. But sometimes it's hard not to think about the dust and dog hair stuck to them.

For some people, a system of organization in their room is not as important.
Me I have a place for every single thing that is visible to the human eye. I have a whiteboard with daily things I have to do.

For some people, the same old thing is boring and mixes their schedules to make their life more exciting.
Me I do the same thing. Every. Single. Day. I don't change it up. Why? It makes me feel like I am a person with a direct approach on how the world is going. A steady pace is everything to me.

For some people, they can lay around and do absolutely nothing.
Me I have to be doing something, I have to be moving, something keeping my attention. Being relaxed is something unreal and it usually doesn't happen.

For some people, they can lay down, laying their head on a pillow and fall asleep.
Me I have to take 15mg of Melatonin just to even think about sleeping.

I have a very complex mindset that doesn't shut down and I can't help to feel helpless to my own demise. I really hope the upcoming serious of events are life changing and help me on the way to success in the future of being a writer.