Something is in the water and it's waiting for me to pick it up and show it off.
But I won't push and I will not be a stand-out. There are many things that are for certain, I am underappreciated by people who are supposed to be a crutch for life and it's depressing. I would like to have Bradon here to be by side. I am bored with the slow education standards. Highly slow and more time to procrastinate. I also feel like a teacher showed only teach two classes. One of my teachers has four classes to teach. I can understand why you're so overwhelmed with all the paperwork. But you chose this and they gave it to you. Try not to get into this 'four classes' next year, your daughter needs her father.
Growing up I am realizing that teachers do work hard, miss their families during the day, and dread getting up for work. I feel the same way when I leave for work. By the end of the night, I am so tired and drained I want to crash. When I get home, I have energy again and I just want to take my dog for a walk. Coming home from the walk, I unhook Harley and go to my room. I don't want to be out and about anymore. It's so tiring being around my family, generally, it tires me to be around people altogether. Being an introvert is great. For some reason when I wake up or after my medicine dies down I want to vomit. I spit up quite a bit this morning, I'm not a baby.
I'll be okay, I need to cut down soon.
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