Mental Health: Day Fourteen

I am having a very good day and I am quitting my meds on the 1st. I am a goober, I knew December would be a good month to stop. Who am I to be critical of myself. I am very sad because of the recent conversation with my best friend, he made it clear I should have stopped today. But I have issues that need balanced. I feel sorry for my mother, she is getting older and I am the youngest child. Out of two adults, I am a baby. She doesn't want me to go off to college, I wanted to stay home and play video games with friends. But the friends I used to play with, just don't talk to me anymore. I have a couple friends. These friends make me tired, the other ones didn't. I want to make sure that something comes of this. Maybe writing will be the new coping mechanism. Let's hope the 1st works.