I have found when I don't have something to distract my mind, my body feels so sick. But I'll have to deal with it in an about a week. Whenever it's done, I'm done. No more. I have said this over the past couple weeks, I don't realize how much there was. This is it. I am done with this set. I don't want this constant sickness and effort that I have to put into it. I was nervous this morning, my legs were shaking. I am okay, I am really wanting to go somewhere.
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That was a lie on the next set, my depression was coming back and I didn't want to stop. I feel like when I stop I might lose a lot of weight. Because in a sense, the only reason why I eat so much is because of my medicine. The doctor was empathetic when I came to talk.
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