I keep having these reoccurring dreams about my old family house. The house I lived in since I was six, with my mother, father, and brother. Before I moved to a new city. This vivid dream I had today was something different, something not exactly expected.
I was in the house in my brother's old bedroom. He had moved out because he graduated and he was moving on in life. He lived with my grandmother, who is now deceased. It was just my mother and me. She was cooking some sort of bacon. (Yes, odd, I know.)
But I was going back and forth from my old bedroom to my new one, which was my brothers. I was always jealous because how much more space he had in his room. Plus his bed was much more comfortable. Anywho I was going into my old bedroom to gather things for my new room. In my dream, I kept questioning where my collage of photos was. Which was none existent at this point in time, but does exist in my room right now. Then I was taking down pictures from the wall next to my bed, oddly enough they were of my Stepfather, my mother, and I from now. Note mt mother did not meet my stepfather at this time. Plus one of me as a child leaning over the porch where I live now. Another was a frame with a tiny collage of my father which was deceased at this time. It was odd because I could smell everything. It was like I was walking through a memory. Some things were changed. I never had frames, I had printed photos of individual bands.
My conclusion from this dream is that I have unfinished business in that house, not knowing what it is. An important factor was my father lived in that house with my brother when and before he died. He didn't die in the house, though I think he may still be linked. My mother always thought it was haunted. Now my quest is to find out what the unfinished business is. I haven't been in that house in five years. Maybe it's time for a visit.
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