Try again

Here are more lies, than lies can be understood.
I feel the cage and the chains around my wrists.
But I can't resist.
I want to feel pure again
But there is no time, no time but forward.
I am becoming sicker by the day
Putting the chemicals in my brain
Feeling insane, I am to be blamed.
I did nothing wrong, but not stop something.
I should have never let the beginning end.
Starting over, slow and easy.
The world is what I want, especially the loving title.
I want the ring and love.
I don't want the blood to run cold.
But the paths are freezing
Not stone just ice.
I need to feel the warmth in my heart.
I don't want to fall apart.
I did not realize that the light in my heart could go out again.
It did, but it can be fixed.
Trust, to be regained.
Try this again.