Monday, September 18, 2017
I wanted to start this to maybe empty my mind more, not only to show that people do suffer from depression and other major mental troubles. I am in that place where I just need to get most things off of my mind. Because right now there is nobody that I feel like I can trust enough to understand my issues. As Someone might say "That sounds emo of you to say." Yeah, you're right, but what if it's actually a problem? I don't really understand people who are not open minded to certain ways the brain can be made into, or the issues that actually happen to cause trauma. I guess that's just not my place. I really don't like to cause conflict, honestly. I just like to be happy and do what's best for me.
I guess that's not good enough. Most of the time I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything. But at some times I feel like the most happiest person ever and I want to get everything done. Because I'll be doned with schools in a couple months and I plan on wokring to save for my car. I just feel alone right now. Yeah, I may have some people to hang out with me but they don't really stop the pain. Numbs it for awhile, gives me time to think on how to help myself.
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