Mental health: Day one.

I am eighteen and I am confused.
At this age everyone told me this set of confusion would happen, but you know what?
I was so worked up for just turning eighteen I forgot about how my mental health would handle it.
In this case, I have anxiety all the time for no reason what so ever. But that's just how my life goes.
As of this moment, the time being 10:32 p.m, September 19th, 2017.
I am currently thinking on how my life is going to be like when I leave for a Christian Bible college.
Yes, a Bible college.
I am conflicted of wanting to go and not wanting to go.
Am I nervous? Very much, yes. But at the same time it's the only college I can go to without having a major problem dealing with my poor ACT score. Unfortunately that test made my chances for other colleges very slim to none.
I don't like how colleges base your general intelligence on a test you have to take a good portion of the day. Maybe if it wasn't timed so strictly maybe more people would get better scores. That's just me rambling.
I think there are many forms of intelligence, but there is a lot of information regarding that. But being the time it is, I am half awake.
Also the college I am going to is out of town and for me that means I have to go find another job.
I really like the job I have now, I work as a cashier at a very popular grocery store. I honestly don't want to leave it. But if I have to leave, I may have to.