Him

There was this guy I hung out with for the first time yesterday, he was so nice and genuine. I have said it multiple times before that other guys I've met are different, but this man has found something in me I can't describe. I'm overly talkative about it, like Aladdin describing Jasmine. I blush every time. He just brings happiness for me, it's very unbelievable. But now he is dealing with the hardness of losing his first girlfriend of two years. He had told me the night after we hung out that he talked to her and it was very difficult. But he won't let me get close yet, but that's okay. I understand more clearly, he still likes her, I wouldn't say love because I don't know that.
  I feel as though I am being ignorant because he is hurting and I am thinking over a lot of scenarios between him and I. He is generally perfect in ways that I don't understand, hard to think of knowing he is in a funk about his ex. But right now I am thinking that leaving him alone for a couple days will help us both. I've become slightly attached and I need to let go, not because I don't want to like him. I don't want to be attached to him right now, it's not a good time. It won't be for awhile I think, giving him time will help him heal. Because I remember when I was hurting really bad, I just wanted to be left alone and cry it out. I am unaware if he is crying it out or not, but if he is I want him to feel like someone is there for him. Not just his roommates, but someone he can trust more and be close with. I won't take advantage of this situation.