Days

Well, hello again.
Nothing has made its way into the folder of importance in my life. 
But the slight annoyance of the bandage on my middle finger, making it kind of difficult to type.
For some reason this week has been crucial and I'm happy it's almost over. 
I feel so drowsy to the point I don't even want to get out of bed anymore. 
But yet I still do, I still push, but give only a slight effort in getting ready. 
Everything in complicated in the social/dating scene.
Again, barely any effort. 
For some reason, I can't really feel anything when it comes to liking someone. 
Taking a break.
I don't really need to be with someone because I hear all this talk about useless it is to be in a relationship in high school.
But yet I still haven't had that full conversation about it yet.
I feel kind of miserable for some reasons unknown. I can't place a reason.
But why do I feel like this?
Everything is fine.
I'm healthy, breathing, grades are good, and my family is fine.
I don't know what it is.
Alone.
I applied all the correct changes into my life and it made a temporary happiness.
But God knows I needed to make those changes.
I think I'm tired of my same old routine. 
Wake up, school, work.
That's my week right there. 
Well, besides on Wednesdays. 
That's the only day thing are changed around. 
Becuase I actually have time to change things around.
I thought that I just needed to get out more with friends.
But when I go out and have fun for a day I want to stay home the next day to sleep.
I get socially tired.
But it doesn't stop me.
I just wish I had more people to hang out with.
What a shame.