Monday, July 20, 2020

Angry and mental

My anger
fire red
you dare to talk
I don't wanna speak
not pretty words I'll say
Spray the unintended words into your head
I don't mean it I swear

But I want silence
Screaming into my hands
Sending waves on both sides of my mind
I'm fine, I'm fine (I can't do this, I can't do this)
what a wonderful lie
Don't you think doll?

Feels like a hangover 
never-ending
I want the sun back
But the ring of my sins in my ears
breaks my soul and burn my tears down my face
I can't stand anything pending
feels like an incompetent race for survival 

one or the other speaks to me
one overpowers the other
calm down or stand ground
fight or flight
mostly fight
I don't mean it 
I promise

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