Change (Self perception)

I’m dusting off the pressure after another long day of the same thing.

That repeats over and over again.

I attempted the change, but then it reversed again.

I tell myself the same thing.

“I’m tired of the same old things that my brain and heart repeat.”

Change, change, change.

Oh, how it never ends, will when I be satisfied?

I try again, back to square one, over and over.

I want to go here and there, but life calls.

No, no, no, that’s foolish to think that might happen.

Talk, talk, talk, but what good is there?

Nothing is going to happen if your words are useless.

Indecisive, over emotional, overworked, underappreciated, lonely, and a self-loather.

But peacemaker, where is your shield of positivity?

You’re better than this.