Here I am

Believe in me when I say I am trying
But I was born to be thrown into the fire
To be burnt and to ruin
Without a thought of knowing I would suffer
I didn't know I would hurt so much
To figure just how to live
They say it takes time and not to rush
I am here now trying to figure out what to do
Now I feel stuck in one place
Like my feet are in quicksand
I'm sinking and I don't know how to climb out
I have one who helps me save me from myself
But only I can pull myself out of this hole
The ongoing emotions that never seem to quit
I hate being a bother to everyone I love
Can you see me struggling?
I really don't want to hurt anymore
Can you please help me save me from myself?