Sitting in a chair
Click click click
On this keyboard
I feel better once my hands are typing
But what is there to say?
I feel more alive when I'm not watched like a child
I enjoy the independence
But there is something missing
I need him here
I miss his warmth and his smile
I need him most every moment his scent leaves
Tell me something so I don't feel so down
Something like I need a crown for my head
Because I'm your princess
I don't just need your words, my love
Your embrace does wonderfully.
Wednesday, June 13, 2018
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
Him
I have someone to call mine
I couldn't be any happier to have him
I fell for him through a picture on a screen
I just knew I needed him
When we spoke for the first time, there was indeed a connection
A connection that couldn't be broken
Now we feel more at here came the world
You are my everything
"Where have you been all my life?"
I think of our future every day
Who's to say that's wrong?
So soon, or serious?
I love you for more than your pretty words
Your actions show me you would give everything
I trust you with my everything
More importantly, I give you my everything.
I couldn't be any happier to have him
I fell for him through a picture on a screen
I just knew I needed him
When we spoke for the first time, there was indeed a connection
A connection that couldn't be broken
Now we feel more at here came the world
You are my everything
"Where have you been all my life?"
I think of our future every day
Who's to say that's wrong?
So soon, or serious?
I love you for more than your pretty words
Your actions show me you would give everything
I trust you with my everything
More importantly, I give you my everything.
A different veiw
Even though I feel the sun
It still burns and I don't want it
I have someone who is here seeing the view with me
He wants to go away just like me
New places to be and somewhere to love
Feel more at home somewhere new
You always knew you wanted a change
You get what your heart wants
Nothing can really change what you want for yourself
But now is rest and to stand back up
Stand somewhere hand in hand
Come, darling, the world awaits.
It still burns and I don't want it
I have someone who is here seeing the view with me
He wants to go away just like me
New places to be and somewhere to love
Feel more at home somewhere new
You always knew you wanted a change
You get what your heart wants
Nothing can really change what you want for yourself
But now is rest and to stand back up
Stand somewhere hand in hand
Come, darling, the world awaits.
The new
Finding new things to use
To help my mind go places
Somewhere more than just normality
I see all these things popping up for me to click
For I am now an adult
I can't help these emails
All I have to do is unsubscribe
New set up and new areas to study
I think I could get used to this
I enjoy life with water and fire
Hopefully, time will guide me
To help my mind go places
Somewhere more than just normality
I see all these things popping up for me to click
For I am now an adult
I can't help these emails
All I have to do is unsubscribe
New set up and new areas to study
I think I could get used to this
I enjoy life with water and fire
Hopefully, time will guide me
Monday, June 11, 2018
It's okay
You know everything seems bad
All these days could seem so blue
But really think about those good days
What made you happy?
Could it come to you?
Can you look at a picture of it?
I know most of my good days are mostly spent
Mainly looking at my love and me
His love makes me the happiest
So, you see everything is okay
Smile.
All these days could seem so blue
But really think about those good days
What made you happy?
Could it come to you?
Can you look at a picture of it?
I know most of my good days are mostly spent
Mainly looking at my love and me
His love makes me the happiest
So, you see everything is okay
Smile.
Sunday, June 10, 2018
The way is love
Finding something new
In a world that seems to be falling apart by the minute
No one could argue against me that you're the best thing to ever happen to come into my life
We ask each the same question
"Where have you been all my life?"
We've been right there under each other's noses and didn't even know it
I knew I was in love with you
When I saw you in that picture I just wanted to see you immediately
Something clicked inside me
I just didn't understand it at the time
That I soon would be falling in love with you
That you feel safe with me
I also feel safe with you
I couldn't think of a better day than to wake up in your arms
To end safely in your arms again
I want that better day, every day
forever
In a world that seems to be falling apart by the minute
No one could argue against me that you're the best thing to ever happen to come into my life
We ask each the same question
"Where have you been all my life?"
We've been right there under each other's noses and didn't even know it
I knew I was in love with you
When I saw you in that picture I just wanted to see you immediately
Something clicked inside me
I just didn't understand it at the time
That I soon would be falling in love with you
That you feel safe with me
I also feel safe with you
I couldn't think of a better day than to wake up in your arms
To end safely in your arms again
I want that better day, every day
forever
Friday, June 1, 2018
The now
I am trying to get back into the norm, but right now is not the best time to even attempt it. I miss him very much. I really hope I can see him soon, he is the best thing to have ever happened to me. I could write you a whole story on how he makes me so happy. There's nothing more amazing than a man who is always there for you. It's just right now and scheduling is rough. He's been working a lot because he wants to save money for things he has been wanting. He said a long time ago he wanted to get a job and start a life together. I am all for that, he makes me happy every second I see him. When I look at him I can honestly say I have seen the future and it's in him.
Right now, moving into my own place is weird. Spent a bunch of money I just barely have. I'll make it here, I just need to adapt to this life and kick this habit. So much before my next birthday. Why is time going by so fast? I don't get how days are actually flying by and I am left with loneliness. God only knows how much I need Jacob here with me right now. It feels like weeks and yet. I do believe it has been less, I am a complete mess right now. I am still working at my same job and everything is good. I just want to get into management. But for now, I need to start looking out for myself and getting money in. Saving and moving forward. I need to retake my test and try and pass. I know I can do it, I just need to push myself.
Right now, moving into my own place is weird. Spent a bunch of money I just barely have. I'll make it here, I just need to adapt to this life and kick this habit. So much before my next birthday. Why is time going by so fast? I don't get how days are actually flying by and I am left with loneliness. God only knows how much I need Jacob here with me right now. It feels like weeks and yet. I do believe it has been less, I am a complete mess right now. I am still working at my same job and everything is good. I just want to get into management. But for now, I need to start looking out for myself and getting money in. Saving and moving forward. I need to retake my test and try and pass. I know I can do it, I just need to push myself.
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