Sunday, May 3, 2020

Thinking

I sit and think where the road will lead me.
Pondering on the current and despising the past.
Trying to move forward with I think is right.
Beginning where I first saw the doors.
Trying to unlock them with the things that go on.
Understanding why things are the way they are.
I can constantly try to make things better for myself.
When the days seem dark and things seem to turn.
I can't help but react anymore.
Wondering what is going on inside.
Unidentified anger, sadness, or being too much.
Feeling normal is what I crave.
The road only gets longer from here.
But the destinations are calling my name.
Hello and Goodbye.
Here I am again.